I admit it is sometimes depressing going to bed without him and getting up seeing him still studying but I am sure we will survive this.
Good luck and my prayers are with you. I had been teetering on the fringes for quite a long time, mostly coming to Church but not really being present, because I felt like marfiage outcast as an older single.
Like many of you ladies I also feel like I'm getting the scraps of his time.
Mormons are one of the few remaining groups with healthy women.